ok lets start with the drugs: you dont need them. try and get help somewhere, maybe say your going to the shops and go to a clinic and talk about it with them. a guy at mu church works for a drugs addiction help centre, I will try and find out what it is, but for now I have found this place http://(www).addictionhelper(.com)/help-for-myself/, you can ring them confidentially and talk about it, mabye find a centre nearby for you to pop in and get some more help! try it out! if not I will post a link to where the guy works and you can try there!

now although this may not sound ideal, have you thought about a youth hostel or a homeless centre? you cannot go on living in fear in a house with someone who may rape you and has done in the past, its not fair and its not right. if you do go to a youth hostel you can tell them about what happened and maybe they can take some action against him. It is a place to say, its safe and it can be like a community, I am sure it would be better for you…have a look at some local ones, and speak to them about coming in maybe even just for a visit, I am sure that they will be very supportive. With drugs help and a solid home hopefully you shouldn’t have to steal anymore, its not good lovely! you don’t need drugs and you don’t need to do that!

Try those two things and maybe come back to me and tell me how its getting on, I really do hope that it will get better, stay strong xxxx